Thursday, June 14, 2007

Thursday Evening, June 14th

What a loooooong day but what a great one. Allie cleared a huge hurdle on her road to recovery today.

It's 10:09 pm and I just left her in the 4th floor Neurotrauma ICA where she was previously. The day started with me arriving at the hospital around 11:50 am. I shut the practice early as she was shceduled to be brought to surgery around noon. When I enetered the room Allie greeted me with a big smile and turned to everyone and said clear as as bell - "It's my father", my heart jumped, she really did know me and she spoke. It was clear and intelligible and she didn't stop talking for the next hour and a half. Most of it was just chatter (not really making sense) but other parts of it were clear and rational and funny and just amazing. FULL RECOVERY - NEVER A DOUBT.

Dr. Gardner came in and told us there would be a delay in getting her into the operating room and said it would probably be aroung 4:00. Well that got the old nerves jittering. Faith, everything for a reason. They came and got Allie aroung 1:00pm and we all went to the pre-op area where we waited for about 2 hours - and they finally took her to the OR at 3:00. They said they would call in about 30 minutes, once Allie was put to sleep and the operation had begun. When we got no call after 50 minutes, I had the nurse call down and ask what was going on - getting a little nervous. They said she was under and the doctor was scrubbing up. The operation began around 4:15 and we were under the assuumption that it would only take 1 hour if all went well. 3 hours and many frazzled nerves later, Allie was in th recovery room. The doctor encountered just a little trouble with the original gortex layer he had to remove from her brain as it stuck in certain areas but in the end all was well. We went to the recovery area and Allie was awake and waved to us but she was very confused and under the effects of the anestesia. She really didn't wave to us, she was just kind of waving at everyone and she was crying a bit. We assured her that everything was over and that she was going to be fine and that appeased her for a moment but she continues to cry on and off. She will be just fine, No Doubt.

When Allie was in the preop area we called Matt on the cell phone and Allie actually spoke to him coherently and clearly. Matt said he would be here tomorrow and Allie said, Matt you should come now. Giys, this is huge progress and is definitely due to God hearing all of your prayers.

People as how I can stay so strong and positive during this time, continuing to work, minister, be here and start Full Recovery.net, its simple - huge and never waivering faith. Nancy and I sope earlier about this today and what has made this easy is turning it all over to God with all of your heart, fully knowing and believing that he has a plan and accepting it with every fibre of your being and then surrendering. One the first day we were here we gave Allie permission to go home and live with our holy father is that was what she needed to do, ungrudgingly anf with love, never thinking once about what we wanted but only what she wanted - unconditional love. Once we were willing to lose her, we got her back. Very much like the story of Abraham and Isaac. Once God saw Abrabah's willingness to surrender his child to God, he was spared and prospered.

At this point I don't know what to say except that I believe our faith, love and service has been noticed and rewarded. God has a plan in store for Allie and it is going to be a great one.

Once again, we are going full steam ahead with Full Recovery.net, a healing ministry, and we are still looking for your help and support. I wil have a web page up by saturday giving more info but for now please know that we are making t-shirts and silacone braceltes to help start the minestry and fund Allie's expenses. If you would like more info or would like to help by ordering a shirt or bracelet, please drop me an e-mail at drcagen@citcom.net or call me directly at (828) 553-2139. An e-mail would be earier on me, then we could call you back. For those of you that e-mailed me and wanted to order, many of you did not leave you phone numbers - so please re-email.

One day at a time we are going to create a healing revolution.

Your in love and honor,
Allies Dad

8 comments:

Lynn Peters said...

Words can't express my joy!!! I have been checking the blog every few hours for an update. Praying and thanking God for a perfect surgery and still for Allie's Total Recovery. I know it is coming and with the rate of her progress, I believe it will be much sooner than the doctors expect. You and Nancy need to get some rest while Allie is in the unit that has constant nurse supervision. You will all need it.
God is so good and he is using all of you for a higher purpose. What you are experiencing will strenghten you for your new mission. People realize that you know what you are talking about when you have been in the situation they are in with a loved one. You will help millions!
WE are so happy and excited for you with Allie's daily progress and for her to recognize who you were when you came in and to SAY who you were surely made your heart soar. You realize that Sunday is Father's Day. This is just a taste of what Allie has in store for you for Father's Day.
We love you and continue to lift you in prayers daily.
Lynn

marlagm said...

"Praise God from whom all blessings flow; Praise Him, all creatures here below; Praise Him above, ye heav'nly host; Praise Father, Son, and Holy Ghost. Amen"
Wow, that & what a tune of the Hallelujah Chorus you must all be singing right now!
What a glorious sound it must have been to hear Allie 'cooing on' today! Just wait until she catches up on her rest now and you'll be hearing her lovely voice (in tune no doubt) singing along with you very soon.

(The crying, just one of the weird side effects of anesthesia.)

We are just dancin' in the streets over this exciting news!!!
Keeping up the prayers for you all. Looking forward to seeing Allie 'up and attam' sooner than we all can dream!

Love, Marla & Fam

wishin41 said...

Hi everyone,
Been a tough week for all of you and we've been keeping you all in our thoughts throughout the week. You are a very strong and loving family (Full Recovery all the way, Allie. You go girl! :-> )
We love you all!!

Jeremy & Renee'

Tibby said...

Steve, how wonderful to turn on the computer this morning and see how well Allie is doing. We checked the site hourly yesterday and sent prayers all day. Your faith is a shining example of how we should all live our lives. And Allie is talking! Bless her and bless your family for your hope that has never wavered. I remember reading somewhere that faith is like a river. Some people continue to hold onto the bank for fear of letting go. But once you let go and allow yourself to be carried where God leads you, all is well. Give Allie a kiss for us and tell her we love her.
Tibby and Homer

Jeannot said...

Good news indeed. Allie's back, no doubt, Divine Power has been at work here and angels are with her. I felt badly at noon as I fergot to keep my promise to pray and by three I remembered and started to pray, guess I was on target and did not know it.
God works in mysterious ways.
Allies recovery has reminded me of that. Keep it up girl!

Clare Hart said...

Dear Nancy, Steve, Allie and Matt,

How beautiful that Allie spoke so cleary just prior to surgery. So happy for all of you. Allie, you are truly making leaps and bounds. We are very proud of you!

With love,

Clare and Kim Hart

Mary Canada in Texas said...

Never ending blessings!!! I, like all of the others checked the post all day and was curious, but not concerned. Allie, is the miracle child of God. Now that this big step is done......on to rehab. This is where you will see quick and steady progress. She will wear real clothes(shorts and t-shirts) and get out of bed regularly and have wheels. Having that independence makes a huge difference. She has always been able to speak, but as you have already seen, it will start making sense.I am so happy for all of you and will continue to pray for ya'll and your ministry..Mary

allybabin said...

Cagen's-
Thank you for Thursday evening's post. You could never know how much you have given me or how much you have taught me by sharing yours and Allie's experiences these past few weeks.
Your immeasurable strength, unwaivering faith in God and boundless love for your child has moved me beyond emotion. I am so blessed in so many ways, not the least of which is to know your wonderful family. You are forever in our hearts and prayers.

Peace and love-
Allyson